Things that are happening to me these few days are just too hard for me to deal.Slowly making me a cannibal!I feel like eating humans up.I'm at mess.

Yes.I don't like to think.Cause thinking leads to crying.I don't like to cry.Crying shows that I'm weak.Maybe I am not strong enough to cry in front of anyone?I envy those who wear their emotions on their sleeves.Sometimes I don't know why I am feeling sad.Wish I did.Wish someone noticed I was at least.Is that too much to ask?

TL