Tingling's here.Again.Somehow I get Monday blues,though I have no class.I wonder why?Maybe I just hate leaving the weekends.I love weekends.Wait,who doesn't?

Sometimes I really feel like strangling myself.I feel so tired and all squeezed up together.I have too much things to consider,too much troubles in me.I have no one to let it out to,maybe I myself do not even know how to put it in words to let someone know how I feel.He really disappoints me.After 20 months only then I realise he is not the one.Or we are just wrong together,I guess.I don't know why it happens to us but yeah.Game over.Should I get some drugs or alcohol to deaden the pain?Anyway,I am starting to know more about myself.And towards the end of this relationship,I ponder...Why can't we love like romeo and Juliet nowadays?Why can't love be simple?Why can't I love someone and not think and care so much at the same time.Damn.It's tiring.I really don't know how relationships actually work.It's confusing.If only relationships are like those we see in soapy Taiwan ou xiang ju,those lenglui and lengzai in the end couple and their only complication is one sexy woman falls for the male actor but the male actor likes the blur blur main actress.Back to the point,how does longggggg relationship work and last for years?I will not deny,I envious of relationships that could last for years.It can happen.For me,love is not worth fighting for.That was what I think before at least.I used to think,no matter how hard I fight for it,it's not gonna work so I should just give up.
I will not forget you,I will always keep you in my heart,Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.Wish you a better relationship next time.=)






Sorry I am burning your eyes with these emo nonsense.Bye.